Madison Beer ‘felt so unsafe’ after nude movies leaked when she was a minor

Madison Beer felt “powerless” and struggled with post-traumatic stress dysfunction after a number of of her nude movies leaked on-line when she was 15 years previous.

“I used to be so disturbed by it and so afraid. I felt so unsafe and simply, like, scared,” the “Melodies” singer recalled on the “Name Her Daddy” podcast Wednesday.

“There have been so many layers of peeling the onion of how that made me really feel and … nobody saying that it was flawed.”

Beer, now 24, defined to host Alex Cooper that she “vividly” remembers when a good friend first texted her a NSFW video that she had despatched to the boy she was seeing on the time, after which one other good friend despatched her a second clip the following day.

Madison Beer in 2013
Beer, seen right here in 2013, was simply 15 years previous when the movies unfold on social media.
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Madison Beer posing on a red carpet in 2014
“I keep in mind simply dropping to the ground,” the singer, seen right here in 2014, recalled.

“I knew in my bones that the second this was texted to me it could find yourself on the web, sadly, and I couldn’t run from that reality,” she continued.

Earlier than she knew it, the previous YouTuber was at dance rehearsals when she noticed considered one of her movies on Twitter.

“I used to be simply it, and I keep in mind simply dropping to the ground and being like, ‘Oh, my God, what do I do?’” she remembered. “I reached out to the one who posted it and begged them to delete it, they usually simply blocked me, straight-up simply blocked me instantly.”

Madison Beer on a red carpet
The “Half of It” writer admitted feeling “powerless” all through the ordeal.

Beer ultimately noticed the video unfold to “each social media platform” — together with Vine, some of the widespread apps on the time.

“I feel that some those that possibly haven’t gone by way of it, or males, don’t perceive how actually traumatizing one thing like this may be, particularly for a minor,” she shared.

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The New York native in contrast the state of affairs to an notorious 2010 video of Miley Cyrus smoking out of a bong however famous that hers was worse.

“It was so, so exhausting for thus lengthy, and I felt like the entire world had seen the video, and that is additionally the start of getting actual trigger-able PTSD from the state of affairs,” she defined.

A mirror selfie of Madison Beer
“Individuals … don’t perceive how actually traumatizing one thing like this may be, particularly for a minor,” Beer mentioned.
Madison Beer posing in a bikini
Beer is extra “shocked and disgusted” now than she was on the time.
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The “Egocentric” songstress admitted that she selected to not press prices in opposition to the boy she despatched the movies to as a result of though he “betrayed [her] belief” by sharing them, she doesn’t assume he was “evil” or “malicious.”

Beer mentioned she skilled “countless sexualization” at a younger age, which she additional explores in her upcoming memoir, “The Half of It.”

“On the time, I knew it was inappropriate,” she mentioned on the podcast, “however I wasn’t as shocked and disgusted as I’m now.”